so yeah im not so affected now, even if he doesn't talk to me.

I just thought that I would be wasting my time forcing myself to him

when he doesn't even reply or something.  So , simple as it is. 

I'm trying to be okay with it and just do something that would divert my attention.

yeah im counting the days till I find a person who really cares for me

Please I hope i would be able to be with him.  I'm longing now for a companionship

I'm getting alone and lonely. I just want someone to inspire me. I want that person to unlock me in the prison cell.

yeah im waiting for that day that he would talk to me again..

I'm hoping ....still.

I can't stop thinking bout him. I wonder if he's thinking bout me too?