Sunday, 05 April 2009

• The unexpected, my ex

  Ok so just today, I didn't know my ex is coming back here for me?  Well, the last time he talked to me he said he want to settle things and wanna come back because he can't take the pressure there working his butt.  He said he won't go back there anymore, because he realized I am more important than anyone else.  Mind you, I was soooo mad at him, I find him so annoying because he kept bugging me.  And early this time, about lunch time, he called me up that he's just arrived and that he wants to talk to me personally.  I was surprised also when his friend texted me saying that my bf went to their house and talk to them about me.  I lied to my bf that I'm out of town and that I'm coming back by June.  Well, by end of this month I would really leave here because I have an affiliation to do at school.  He won't believe me even if I was explaining to him, he really insisted that he wants to talk to me.  He never stopped calling, even if I was rejecting all his calls.  So, I told him once and for all on the text that "we're over, there's nothing he can do to change my mind" I don't love him and I hate him.  I even cursed him.  But he won't listen, cuz all he wants is just to talk to me.  But I don't want to give him a chance.  My head aches because all the time I was with my family, we were at the mall shopping some goods, he kept calling me.  Ughhhhh.  I really really hate it.  I want to cut all the ties with him.  I don't want to change my number though cuz I've changed for 3 times already and I'm too lazy to announce to everyone and forward messages to all about my new number. 

  I told him that I'd be back by June.  He said he would wait for me.  He said even if for me we're already over, for him it's not, he still has the right.  I was like how come? we're not even married that you have the right?  He still hopes for us.  But I don't want him anymore because of all the mistakes he did.  To him, no matter how mean I am, he really wants me forever and he said I'm the person that he wanted to marry. 

  What does he really want? Should I give him a chance to talk to me or not?  I really hate him now. 

  I don't want to see his face, begging for me and asking for a chance again, cuz I'm so tired of it.  I wanna move on. 

  • 8:38 AM
  • 73 Views
  • 2 eProps
  • 1 Comment